Sunday, June 13, 2010

Nietzsche



"He who fights with monsters should look to it that he himself does not become a monster. And when you gaze long into an abyss the abyss also gazes into you."

"Where the poor power of the eye can no longer see the evil impulse as such because it has become too subtle, man posits the realm of goodness; and the feeling that we have now entered the realm of goodness excites all those impulses which had been threatened and limited by the evil impulses, like the feeling of security, of comfort, of benevolence. Hence, the duller the eye, the more extensive the good. Hence the eternal cheerfulness of the common people and of children. Hence the gloominess and grief - akin to a bad conscience - of the great thinkers."
from The Gay Science

"To admit a belief merely because it is a custom - but that means to be dishonest, cowardly, lazy! - And so could dishonesty, cowardice and laziness be the preconditions for morality?"

“It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages.”

"I tell you: one must have chaos within oneself, to give birth to a dancing star."

"It is true, there could be a metaphysical world; the absolute possibility of it is hardly to be disputed. We behold all things through the human head and cannot cut off this head; while the question nonetheless remains what of the world would still be there if one had cut it off."
from All Too Human

“You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist."

“When we are tired, we are attacked by ideas we conquered long ago.”

"To renounce belief in one's ego, to deny one's own "reality" -- what a triumph! not merely over the senses, over appearance, but a much higher kind of triumph, a violation and cruelty against reason -- a voluptuous pleasure that reaches its height when the ascetic self-contempt and self-mockery of reason declares: "there is a realm of truth and being, but reason is excluded from it!"
But precisely because we seek knowledge, let us not be ungrateful to such resolute reversals of accustomed perspectives and valuations with which the spirit has, with apparent mischievousness and futility, raged against itself for so long: to see differently in this way for once, to want to see differently, is no small discipline and preparation for its future "objectivity" -- the latter understood not as "contemplation without interest" (which is a nonsensical absurdity), but as the ability to control one's Pro and Con and to dispose of them, so that one knows how to employ a variety of perspectives and affective interpretations in the service of knowledge.
Henceforth, my dear philosophers, let us be on guard against the dangerous old conceptual fiction that posited a "pure, will-less, painless, timeless knowing subject"; let us guard against the snares of such contradictory concepts as "pure reason," absolute spirituality," "knowledge in itself": these always demand that we should think of an eye that is completely unthinkable, an eye turned in no particular direction, in which the active and interpreting forces, through which alone seeing becomes seeing something, are supposed to be lacking; these always demand of the eye an absurdity and a nonsense. There is only a perspective seeing, only a perspective "knowing"; and the more affects we allow to speak about one thing, the more eyes, different eyes, we can use to observe one thing, the more complete will our "concept" of this thing, our "objectivity," be. But to eliminate the will altogether, to suspend each and every affect, supposing we were capable of this -- what would that mean but to castrate the intellect?"
from The Genealogy of Morals

"There are no beautiful surfaces without a terrible depth."

“What does man actually know about himself? Is he, indeed, ever able to perceive himself completely, as if laid out in a lighted display case? Does nature not conceal most things from him — even concerning his own body — in order to confine and lock him within a proud, deceptive consciousness, aloof from the coils of the bowels, the rapid flow of the blood stream, and the intricate quivering of the fibers! She threw away the key."

“Out of damp and gloomy days, out of solitude, out of loveless words directed at us, conclusions grow up in us like fungus: one morning they are there, we know not how, and they gaze upon us, morose and gray. Woe to the thinker who is not the gardener but only the soil of the plants that grow in him.”


Images via Life and Taringa

Books and Introspection


So earlier today, I was googling things like, "what's the purpose of life?" and "how can one create purpose in their life?"... but not really getting any sort of inspiration.

So being the spiritual person that I am, (albeit I am not always consistent), I laid down on my comfy bed to reflect. I thanked God for every individual thing on my mind, and asked Him to please send me some sort of little tip on what I should do or feel about my life. After napping and reading a bit, I decided to browse through an old Ethics book I got at Salvation Army a few months ago. I opened right up to the section about life's purpose. So strange, yet what a marvelous coincidence. I feel really solid and comfortable about my belief in God, regardless of my denomination. I do not have a label for my religion, because my religion is worshiping God. And everything that I love is created by Him, therefore you logically must love (or at least appreciate) Him for creating such wonderful people/things for you to enjoy while you're present in this stage of transient life, here on Earth.

Anyways, I'm too sleepy to type about my philosophical opinions and findings, but I may do that another time when I'm up to it. For now though, I'd like to share some books that I've recently procured via the "free books" rack at school, and inheritence from my mother. I also bought two Palahniuk books from Ebay.

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Saturday, June 12, 2010

another cute dress

lovely dresses


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shakuhachi spring/summer 2010 preview
ORIGNIAL POST BY

The Science of Sleep

This movie is so sweet. I haven't watched it in a while, but just watching the trailer made me happy :)



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P.S. This week I really loved this painting of Bob Dylan, and also this Postsecret submission;

neutral saturday





No spiritual awakenings lately. I need to download some music and try to keep myself at an even keel. Right now I have my apricot candle lit and purple glitter eyeliner on (just for fun), and I'm enjoying being home alone while I still can. I feel very neutral. Not happy but not sad.

Also, here are some quotes that have been on my mind,

"Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it's yours."

"The self you have betrayed is your mind; self-esteem is reliance on one’s power to think. The ego you seek, that essential 'you' which you cannot express or define, is not your emotions or inarticulate dreams, but your intellect, that judge of your supreme tribunal whom you’ve impeached in order to drift at the mercy of any stray shyster you describe as your 'feeling.'" -Ayn Rand

"I have the choice of being constanly active and happy or introspectively passive and sad. Or I can go mad by ricocheting in between." -Sylvia Plath

Friday, June 11, 2010

"WINTER"


(A fictional short story.)

There is no definite line between reality and dreams.

Fur coats and golden shoes.

Caramel syrup in lattes, powdered sugar on waffles.

Holding your hand, my nails are a glossy cherry red.

The way the smoke looks on a cold December evening. The lovely guitar songs played by lonely people on street-corners, bearing their souls on the sides of buildings for all to see. Pouring out their hearts for pocket change dripping into an old top hat.

He looked at me and before I could speak, he pressed his finger against my lips. I colsed my eyes and felt him carefully tuck a whisp of hair behind my ear. I opened my eyes and smiled. I adored the look on his face; the love in his eyes made me melt, despite the snowy weather. He leaned in and kissed me, and then I squeezed him tight. Our jackets made a funny noise ad I nuzzled my face into the fur that lined the collar of his coat. He smelled sweet like vanilla clove cigarettes and love. I never wanted that moment to end.