Thursday, July 15, 2010

i'm sorry


i haven't had any inspiration to do really anything lately.

it actually makes me sad... but i don't know what to do about it.

i guess you could say i've been a bit depressed the past few weeks, but it's not like i'm wallowing in sorrow or anything. i am completely aware of my blessings, and i am still alive and well... it's just that i've recently become very lonely/withdrawn, and i've also lost essentially all of my motivation and inspiration to do anything these days. i don't like it.


Tuesday, July 13, 2010

thin

I want to be thin so badly. There is nothing beautiful or appealing about being fleshy.
And yes, this is the eating disorder speaking.