Thursday, May 6, 2010

low self-esteem

I'm definitely experiencing mad low self esteem, when I want to be feeling mad love.

If I could just stop eating, I honestly believe my life would improve so much. If I could achieve a body that I am happy with, then everything else will become lovely too. I need to exercise too, somehow, without getting angry. Exercise makes me angry because I'm bad at it and it makes me feel terrible to be prancing around with my girth in unattractive tight clothing, all sweaty. I just need to get over it, or be fat forever.

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